The colors and the movements of Gatekeeper are melancholic and confusing, with a lot of “WHYs” without an ending. I hired a beautiful model to make the work, but after the photo shoot, I tried to make the images ugly. I spent three days and three nights repeating the whole process, trying to adjust the images according to my inner state of mind but not to make her too ugly – maybe more elegant. The work is totally dependent on my feeling at the moment. It is also the only work I do not want to show to the public. I know my mind too well, so I do not want people to discuss it. It is absolutely belonging to me.